The Pain

My little plan to make a post every day before the release of Black Mesa hasn't really worked out, as you can see. Oh I wanted to, but I couldn't. Maybe my explanation to Mother might help explain why:

Mom this is horrible. For the past two days I've been incapacitated by the most awful, painful stomach cramps. I have no idea why it's happening either. It just started on Tuesday, my eyes were extremely sore and I had a headache. I thought it was from looking at the computer too long, even though something like this has never happened before. Later that day my stomach started cramping. It came and went in waves. I'd feel fine for a minute then suddenly I was doubled-over in pain. There wasn't anything I could do either, I just laid in bed convulsing. I thought I had an ulcer or my intestines were dissolving. I had no idea.

I woke up this morning feeling fine, my stomach still hurt. I was fine for most of the morning too, I even went for a little walk around the sports park. When I came home I had a glass of orange juice thinking "Hey, it's not like fluids could make it any worse." Next thing I know I'm balled up on my bed riding these awful waves of pain. I was pale and sweaty, completely defeated by this aching. I could barely eat dinner, I had to stop every minute and wait until the pain went away enough. I had a glass of milk, thinking it might drown out the acid from the juice. Later I took some ibuprofen. Bizarrely that actually worked and I've felt fine more or less since. But I still have no clue what's actually happening to me. Is orange juice really THAT destructive to me?

Am I dying? Because if I am this mean's I'll never be able to finish my novel.

So there you go. I still have no idea what's wrong either! All I know is that my body is not ready for Black Mesa. Still, we must preserver! In just thirty-two hour's time it'll be released and there will be much rejoicing.

Except from me because I'll be dead.